I have done some work on myself in respect to the Ho Oponopono inner child meditation but  I am not trained to teach Ho Oponopono. Dr Hew Len says that the mother-child relationship is the most important relationship in creation.  However I am here to share with you how I use Ho Oponopono cleaning techniques in my life and the result that I get. I know that by doing so it does 2 things. One is that it documents my journey and allows me to look back to see where I was and how far I have come. Secondly I hope that by posting it here that someone else may benefit from reading it and get illumination into their own life or get set free from some nagging issue that they may be experiencing. I am no Guru. Anything I post has been said by someone else (I don’t think there is anything new to say) but here is what I have been facing in the last few days.

Someone that is important in my life had been treating me in what I perceived to be a rude or disrespectful manner. Downright mean sometimes and very certainly, with lack of respect. (in my opinion). I had been mulling over this and wondering what I had possibly done to deserve such treatment. (poor me)

According to Ho Oponopono it doesn’t’ matter why, or whether or not I am right or wrong. However I began to clean on the data (my feelings) but did not experience any progress in resolving the relationship strain. In fact things got worse. Members of my family began to treat me with disrespect and became increasingly mean toward me.  I began to get angry and was starting to wonder whether I had run into a situation where Ho Oponopono cleaning would not work. I sort of gave up. Really. I just left it alone because I didn’t know what else to do.

Yesterday I was feeling quite frustrated when I read something Facebook that Mabel Katz had posted.

“No one can do anything to you that you don’t allow them to. People treat you the way you treat yourself.”

Inner Child Meditation – Love Your Inner Child

The lights suddenly went on. ( I call it waking up – GOOOOD MOOORNING!) I knew in that instant that those around me were treating me the way I treated myself. I am very driven. I had treated my inner child with cruelty for a long time. I was very demanding to myself. I became angry with myself when I didn’t  perform to perfection. My inner child had received all this punishment.

After this had been revealed to me I felt as though someone had punched me in the stomach. It made cry and hurt me deep in my heart. I began to clean again and ask my inner child for forgiveness. But the feeling wouldn’t go away and I couldn’t connect with that child. At this point I closed my eyes and asked God (the universe, my higher self, guides, angels) please help me – I’m in big trouble here. I knew this was a turning point in my journey but had no idea how to take the next step.

Inner Child Meditation – Healing

A picture formed in my mind of a small baby curled up on its side. It looked dead. Tears flowed even more than before. I said to the baby ” I am sooooo sorry for the way I have treated you, please forgive me for the things I’ve done to you. I love you, Thank you for forgiving me”

The baby woke up a little. Began to stir. Then the thought came to me  – “Just tell your inner child that you love him” – SO I did.

As I began to say I love you the pictures in my mind turned to pictures of me as a baby that I had seen as photographs back in the day. Each picture would flash by and I just said “I love you” I finally had made the connection to my inner child that I needed. I had done the inner child meditation with Dr Hew Len before and had some wonderful results. This was different. It connected me on a heart level rather than just in my head.

I count this as a milestone in my life – the exact results will be seen in the next while. The important thing is that I have recognized it and begun to heal that deeper part of me. My hope is that you will find your inner child that needs healing. I leave you with this: Who is bullying your inner child?

If you have found this helpful in any way, please leave me some feed back in the comments section. I’d love to hear from you regarding Inner Child Meditation.

I Love You – Glen